its frightening, the volatility of thoughts and their subsequent consequences. one small pebble that accounts for some unique variance above and beyond current factors dropped into an otherwise still pond can drastically shift a paradigm once thought to be set in stone. all that you think you know can disintegrate in a moment right before your eyes and you wont even know what hit you. oh, a thought.
a sweet gesture. a thoughtful heart.
her soul slides away but dont look back in anger i heard you say at least not today.
perfection at 1:03 AM
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Sunday, February 21, 2010
shift of focus.
i miss making good, solid music that thrills me to the bone.
one night of indulgence leads to a cascade of leaves to rake up. harmless unless accumulated, with long-standing repercussions.
we should never be afraid to die. so come on.
fingers on an interface, pick one. rose, maple, ivory, steel. getting lost, drown. attempts, few and far between.
i'm willing to pay so much more for good customer service. there, your price discrimination opportunity. dont let this become a thing of the past.
for once, i dont want lyrics here i want a melody, a deserving tune.
perfection at 7:01 PM
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
can i do this.
i swore i'd never fall again. but this dont even feel like falling.
i'm not used to asking for names. detrimental lack of a habit.
feet that dont stand on solid ground. where's the rope. fasten it, wind it hard. for the land may slip up from under. caught.
its like i've been awakened. every rule i had you breaking. its the risk that i'm taking. i aint never gonna shut you out.
up to my neck in agenda. and i aint just talking sheets.
and accept it that soon you'll be drenched to the bone if your time to you is worth savin' then you better start swimmin' or you'll sink like a stone for the times, they are a-changin'.
perfection at 2:28 AM
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Sunday, February 07, 2010
who do i believe.
i see each stream so pristinely. but the beautiful mind's mechanisms cease to procure its meaning. or rather, the semantics are extracted but not purchased. i'd be too poor at the end of it all if i did. where has the natural adolescent ability to hold conflicting ideas simultaneously and evaluate them gone. there is change, happening. reversable, no?
the tussle between the desire to be unpredictable and the need to be understood.
BECAUSE, THATS WHY, THEN BECAUSE, THATS WHY.
come on. even john frusciante left the band.
therapy is a dangerous industry. an open heart invites injury. mishandle it, and it becomes paid injury. working assumption is on the premise of caring. versus the legality of professionalism. abundance, compromise from?
people. what an increasingly foreign concept.
gotta take my surefire answer and follow through with it. thank You for chonghui's response to that same answer.
your eyes seek conclusion in all this confusion of mine though you and i both know its only the warm glow of wine.
perfection at 12:57 PM
theJOURNEY.
theTUNES.
what sing you.
theMUSICIAN.
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